Eu já te pedia...

Eu já te pedia que viesses

Já te implorava que corresses a meu encontro

E a passos largos me enchesses de vida os meus espaços vazios.

Eu já pedia que acelerasses o passo

E deixasses de ser tão manso

Porque devagarinho sofro cada minuto da tua demora

Já te suplicava por esse ar que respiras e devorava cada lugar que ocupas

Porque a pressa se faz emergência quando almejo o teu âmago ser

E que se faça noite e dia, e noite outra vez

E que a noite engula o dia

Porque eu já não te pedia

Eu te peço morosamente:  vem!

Vanessa 31-08-2011

far but near

I was thinking with my self how strange is the life. you live in some place and you do not engage in any relationship but miles away you find it. you find some thing value able and worthy, you find feelings and your emotions push you to engage more.

you live in a place and you feel stranger with others but some one far away is the one you think you can share your moments and your daily life. why it happenes we don't know, the only thing we know is it is happening and no one can stop it.

The first time..

The first time i read those words from him, it was , when we saw the videoclip "easy" - Faith no More together. He said that in a a funny way, and all my body shaked, but he never knew...
I said him, first in portuguese...than i wanted to know in his language.
when he said to me for the first time directly...my eyes wanted to cry, and my heart bited more than i can ever imagine.
I  am too emotional ...and with him, i could feel the real meaning of be emotional.
And it seems that is a crazy thing...but is more real than so many things closer to us. He is far away from me...but i feel him so close, and i really love him.
So...the first time was...the first time we said "i Love you" to each other.

Dooset Daram
Amo-te